(Essay 2) Finding Our Agency and Awareness in the Seeds of Self by Deepak Shimkhada and Lachele Schilling

[Editor’s Note: This is first published in She Rises: What… Goddess Feminism, Activism and Spirituality? Volume 3 as an article entitled, “Finding Our Agency and Awareness in the Seeds of Self” co-authord by Deepak Shimkhada, Ph.D. and Lachele Schilling, Ph.D.]

Human Follies

Goddess Kali standing in the battlefield amidst human skulls signifying millions of Raktavijas she has killed.  It’s a modern painting by an unknown artist in public domain. https://anandashramblogg.wordpress.com/page/23/

As was mentioned, and according to the laws of physics, nothing can really be created or destroyed. The inclination in human beings to destroy what we fear, to erase it, to tramp it down, is a losing battle. The United States has one of the largest militaries in the world, following China and India, but has the largest budget. Overall, in 2017, for example, global military spending totaled 1.7 trillion dollars, and the States makes up 610 billion of that, or 39%. Humans tend to respond to violence with more violence, and so for instance a terrorist organization is met with bigger bombs and a war. But are we just adding rajas to rajas and flailing further into imbalance?

Buddhist Nhat Thich Hanh offers a metaphor of composting. One can look at evil or violence or hate as the rubbish of the world. The only way to get “rid” of trash is to transform it, to compost it into our gardens so that it becomes a productive and nutritious food for seeds to grow into sustenance and beauty. What does this mean in terms of how we treat people who seem to be causing havoc in our world? Some are convinced that violence not only results from greed for wealth and power but out of desperation and hopelessness in a world of unequal distribution. Humans must listen and understand the root of the problem. What is the message of rebellion and unrest? Regardless of the root, though, we need to add the elements that are not already present and in excess in order to return to balance. Otherwise, we will utterly destroy ourselves. 

Blood as Seed

The Devi Mahatmya is a Hindu text that extolls the glories of the goddess Durga.  One of many exploits of Durga, one that is memorable, is a battle with Raktavija, a formidable general of demon Mahishasura.  During the course of the epic-battle between the goddess and the armies of Mahishasura, many brave and powerful demon warriors are killed by her.  Mahishasura orders his best fighter with a special ability.  That is no other than Raktavija, one who is born of blood seed.  As the name suggests, Raktavija (blood seed) holds his power in his blood.

In the story, the setting is a vast open space. At one corner of the battlefield stands alone Goddess Durga, mounted on her ferocious lion. She is young and beautiful. Endowed with rajas energy, the radiant heroine holds weapons of destruction in each of her eight hands. She challenges the demons standing on the other side of the battlefield. The massive army of Mahishasura led by Raktavija carries heavy weapons of all sorts—mostly spiked clubs and battle axes. By shouting loudly and brandishing their weapons, they show a readiness to fight.

Raktavija orders his warriors to attack Durga, and they run toward her making a loud noisy attle cry. Durga, however, waits until they arrive within striking distance and charges her weapons at them. Her attack is precise and fatal. She doesn’t miss a single attacker, and she keeps charging at them as the angry lion runs ripping anyone that is in his path while carrying Durga on his back.   Limbs or heads mutilated, the demons fall on the ground by the hundreds. Seeing such a devastating loss of his warriors, Raktavija becomes angry and runs toward Durga with a sharp axe in both his hands determined to kill her. However, before he strikes her, the Goddess makes a sudden lunge at him and chops his head off with the strike of her powerful sword. As his severed head falls on the ground, blood splatters everywhere. 

To Durga’s astonishment, ten Raktavijas spring up, each fully equipped with more weapons. Durga immediately cuts off their heads. Most surprisingly, as their severed heads fall on the ground, tenfold of Raktavijas spring up ready to fight with her. Raktavija keep multiplying by the tenfold. In her frenzy, Durga continues killing them all without realizing that she is only making possible the production of a million Raktavijas in a short time. When she pauses to observe the chaos she has perpetuated, she finds herself surrounded by more than a million Raktavijas. The goddess is overwhelmed by the scene, an outcome of her own action, at least in part, even though she only wanted to stop the violence of the demons. She feels hopeless and desperate.

Her energy, her frequencies generate an alter-ego, Kali—the Dark Goddess. 

Durga, unable to stop herself, severs the heads of the Raktavija one last time.  But as the blood begins to spill, Kali catches it with her tongue, licking the blood dripping from the head before it can fall as blood seeds to the ground. She composted the violence into her body. She became intimate with it, oriented herself to the potential violence in a new way, a way that might transform it. Her strategy ended Raktavija’s saga because his blood was stopped by making contact with the earth that fertilized his seed.

According to another Hindu myth, the world, after its dissolution, was created with seeds. Here is a charming narrative according to which Brahma, at the behest of Shiva, mixed earth with water and kept it in a golden pot and floated it down the river.  When it came to a stop, Shiva shot an arrow to break the pot open. Out flowed amrita, the water of immortality, and the seeds of creation, filling the earth with beings and non-beings. The pot, therefore, became the symbol of the womb, containing the water of life and the seeds of creation.  Gaia is that Golden Pot or the Blue Planet that gives and sustains life. 

The Bhagavata Purana (Prakriti Khanda, II.57.14) says, “As the Bhagavat is eternal, so is Bhagavati (Prakriti); through her Maya in natural dissolution, she disappears then into the Lord.”  Again in the Prakriti Khanda (II.55.86-87) of the same text, it says, “As a potter with clay is always able to make a pot, so I am with you, who is Prakriti in enabling the creation of the world; Without you, I cannot move and am ever powerless, you in essence is the energy for all, come into Me.” Instead of aiming our weapons at the “enemy,” watching the blood spill and ultimately creating more of what we wish to avoid, we might sit in peaceful protest, hoping that the energies and frequencies we generate will shift the mindset of those bent on destruction so that we can quiet the battlefield and listen to each other. Peaceful protest is no more naïve or risky than sending members of the military charging in the frontlines of a bloody battle. Both ways certainly end in death, but only in one way is there a true rebirth.

[Author’s Note: This essay is not one that presents typical solutions for what we need to do to heal ourselves, the earth and each other. It instead advances a possible new mindset. We cannot begin living differently until we begin thinking differently.]

(End of the Essay)
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